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I can’t believe it ..

I hope oneday my faith will be as strong as yours. It was really inspiring and honestly threw me a bit off guard at times..seeing how positive you were even in tragic situations. I think it was because you didn’t see it as a tragic situation, you saw the bigger picture. I just looked through our text messages and it hit me hard that I wont be able to see you again. At least for now.

I’m going to miss you. Thank you for always looking out for me and forcing me to go to church again. Rest in peace.

No one cares so stfu

procrastinating like mad..

I’ve been having nightmares all of this week, I wake up middle of the night and have trouble going back to sleep, therefore I’m feeling pretty sleep deprived..
The dream catchers in my room must be broken..=/

I normally never have long conversations with people on the phone, (10 mins at most) but the past two nights I spoke to Esther on the phone.Guess I felt I needed someone whom I can speak the whole 100% truth of what is going on in my mind.

And then I came to a scary realization…
No matter how skilled I am at ignoring issues and obstacles. There are just some circumstances in life that I can’t hide from.. I can’t continue dealing it the same way I’ve been doing it.